Some nights I can’t sleep no matter what I do. And I go through everything on my phone and the Internet. Then I remember, “oh yeah tumblr.”
So, hi. Here we meet again.
Nearly two months into 2014 I’m left with an indiscernible taste in my mouth. So much has happened already that it boggles my mind it’s not at least May. Then again the constant negative degrees outside keep me in check.
This year already is constantly testing my will power and patience. Health and well being seem to be a major curve ball being thrown and I’m just barely holding onto my sanity. Yesterday I exploded in tears to my mother on the phone because of more frightening news mixed with pent up sadness and confusion.
My silver linings are few but I’m grasping them with all my strength. I refuse to give up, as tempting as it often sounds. There is always hope. Always.
This year is all about change. I’m working tirelessly to change/enhance my career, gain more income, plan my dream wedding, strengthen valuable friendships, let go of draining relationships, be fit, be healthy, be happy and be positive.
Looks like I need a new mantra for the year. With that in mind, I send out all my good vibes & energy to accomplish those goals. And to constantly tell my loved ones how much they mean to me. Life is fickle and short and we gotta make the most out of now.
Until next time.